Sunday, November 21, 2010
Tensen!
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Sunday, November 14, 2010
kebenaran..
apsal eh blog aku sejak kebelakangan nie sumenye post yg jiwang2 n poyo2? Geli plak aku membacanye blek. Jiwang karat betoi..haha
Hmm..skg kat opis aku mcm2 yg terjadi, mcm2 masalah yg timbul. Bygkan, sampai tpaksa buang org tau. Msk nie da 2 org yg jd mangsa. Menurut org lama d situ (nama dirahsiakan), kes2 yg berlaku skg nie antara kes yg tbesar n tburuk penah tjadi. Siyes, kdg2 aku rase give up sgt. Tgk org yg x bsalah ditindas, kena marah2. Dah la waktu skg ni bos aku xde, dia g haji dgn family dia. (bestnya dpt jd tetamu Allah =)
So yg jage opis adelah sorg bos bangsa asing nie. Xde niat utk mgutuk dia, tp siyes, sgt benci+menyampah kat dia. Kalu bley diundi, dah lama aku undi keluar dia 2. Hampir sume org x suke dia. Bak kata slh seorg mangsa kejadian, dia 2 suka talam 2 muka. Depan bos besar ckp lain, dpn ktorg sume ckp lain. Bos aku pun x suke kat dia.
Skg ni ntahla, dah x tau ape nk jd kt opis 2..ktorg sume hari2 dtg keje, perasaan takut sumer ada, takut2 ada berlaku masalah besar lg. Kalu ikutkn ati, nk je blah dr situ. Tp mengenangkan amanat dr bos aku sblum dia g Mekah yg mharapkan ktorg dpt jaga opis baik2, x sanggup rasenye nk kecewakan bos aku. Skang ni hanya doa yg kami dpt buat, mohon Allah berikan petunjuk siapa yg sbnrnye btanggjawab thadap masalah ni. Aku yakin sgt org2 opis aku x terlibat dlm kes nie, malah bos aku pun percaya ktorg sume x terlibat. Cuma skg nie xde bukti yg dpt menunjukkan kami berada d pihak yg benar. Bos aku kat sane hari2 doakan kesejahteraan opis nie, harap2 xde lg masalah yg timbul. Aku yakin Allah akan makbulkan doa d sana, dan harap semoga semuanye akan berakhir tak lama lg...
P/s: bertahanlah kamu semua.. InsyaALLAH, kita sedang berada d pihak yg benar..
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Labels: kerja
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
This can't be TRUE..
betrayed?
I swear this is the last time..
There will be no next time..
I'm tired of the game..
I swear I will be new person that no one can take advantage of..
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Sunday, October 17, 2010
hurt..
Its hurt..
Its hurt..
Its hurt..
My heart felt totally hurt..
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Tuesday, October 12, 2010
LIFE..
私は決して前に行われていることすべてが自分の気持ちに触れる?
で遊んで私の心は簡単ですか?
していますが、簡単に嘘をついた?
私は、どこかに行きたい
場所は完全に彼を忘れすることができます私はここで..
私は彼を見たいと思っていない..
私は彼について何も聞いてほしくなかった..
私は私の心は内に傷つけているながら、彼に笑顔を強制的に望んでいない..
私は私の本当の気持ちを隠すために望んでいない..
それは完全に私を傷つけるだ..
神よ、私に強さを与えてください...
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Labels: poyo je tulis dlm b.jepun
Monday, October 11, 2010
Doa Buat Kekasih
Di mana nilai setia
Di manakah puncak cinta
Mahukah engkau mengerti
Harapan serupa mimpi
Ianya dapat terjadi
Atau hilang tak berganti
Sejarah mengajar kita
Menjadi lebih dewasa
Meniti arus angkara
Lupakan kisah yang lalu
Teguhkan tugu imanmu
Doaku buat kekasih
Yang dulu usah dirindu
Hilangkanlah dari hatimu
Doaku buatmu kekasih
Yang dulu usah dirindu
Hilangkanlah dari hatimu
Doaku buatmu kekasih
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Labels: music
Monday, September 27, 2010
HoLiDAY~
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Labels: holiday
Monday, September 13, 2010
SYUKUR...
Alhamdulillah...
Syukur pada-Mu Ya Allah..
Hatiku semakin tenang..
Tiada lagi perasaan yg wujud.. Mungkin aku merasa sedikit kehilangan kerana boleh dikatakan hampir setiap hari berhubung.. Namun perasaan sayang lebih drpd kawan sudah tidak wujud lg. Perasaan padanya sudah mati.. Dan disebabkan itu, aku boleh berhadapan dengannya dengan hati yg tenang.. Perasaan geram dan marah kerana dipermainkan masih wujud, tapi aku sentiasa berdoa semoga aku dapat memaafkan segala kesalahan yg telah dilakukan. Mungkin betul kata org, kite perlu memaafkan seseorg, tanpa menyimpan dendam, barulah hati kita akan tenang. Semoga dugaan ini cepat2 berlalu, supaya aku tidak perlu memikirkannya lagi. Hidup perlu diteruskan, aku dah nekad untuk tutup buku tentang kisah ini, dan bersedia hadapi cabaran kehidupan yg baru. Semoga aku dpt menjadikan dugaan ini sebagai 1 pengajaran untukku di masa depan. Terima kasih kerana memberikan kebahagiaan padaku walaupun sekejap dan mungkin kebahagiaan itu hanyalah lakonan semata2 olehnya, tapi padaku, aku tetap bersyukur mengenalinya dan semoga jalinan persahabatan tidak akan terputus di sini.. Dari awal lagi niatku untuk berkawan adalah ikhlas tanpa mengharapkan apa2 balasan.. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Adil, dan aku pasti dugaan yg diberikan ini pasti ada rahmat yg tersembunyi di sebaliknya..
P/s : adakah perasaan padanya benar2 cinta? Atau hanya suka semata2? Aku pun tak tau kenapa aku sekuat ini. Terima kasih Allah kerana mengurniakan aku hati yg sekuat ini. InsyaAllah aku tidak akan mensia2kan kurniaanMu ini. Hanya kepada yg layak shj akan kuberikan hati ini.. Aku sayang hatiku.. Syukur pada-Mu Ya Allah.. =)
P/s : jiwang karat! =P
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Labels: aku sayang hatiku
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Feel My Soul
"My soul feels like it's fading away.. I've always believed someone will save me, But using my own legs, I'll just be myself. Goodbye my weakness and my sorrow, I'll find the courage within me. From here on out, I'll hold that shining future in my hands...."
Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan utk menempuhi semua ini.. Aku menyakini bahawa setiap ujian dan dugaan yang diturunkan oleh-Mu pasti ada rahmat di sebaliknya. Aku mohon dikuatkan semangatku semoga aku tak berputus asa dengan dugaan-Mu Ya Allah..Amin..
// Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..Maaf Zahir & Batin.. =D
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Friday, September 3, 2010
I Miss Them...
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Labels: family
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Give Up
Ya Allah..
Kembalikanlah aku kepada setahun yg lepas..
Waktu di mana aku x perlu memikirkan ttg masalah yg sedang aku hadapi sekrang,
Waktu di mana tiada ape2 pon yg dpt merunsingkan aku..
Waktu di mana hanya terdapat perkataan "kerja, kerja, kerja" di kepala aku..
Waktu di mana aku terlalu busy sampaikan tiada ape yg mampu mengganggu pikiran aku selain drpd kerja..
Waktu di mana aku mampu utk bertahan sendirian, mampu utk hidup sendiri tanpa mengharapkan bantuan org lain,
Waktu di mana aku x perlu mengenali 2 insan ini,
Waktu di mana aku x perlu mengecewakan hati seorg insan yg aku sayang,
Waktu di mana insan yg aku sayang x perlu menanggung derita yg amat memeritkan,
Waktu di mana peristiwa pertama dan kedua ini tak mungkin akan terjadi ketika itu,
Waktu di mana aku kuat, aku menjadi diri aku sendiri,
Waktu di mana aku boleh bercakap mengenai cinta dan kasih sayang tanpa melibatkan ape2 perasaan, w/pun ketika itu aku belum pernah merasainya lagi..
Waktu di mana aku boleh bergelak ketawa tanpa perlu menyakitkan hati siapa2..
Waktu di mana kehidupan aku bahagia, tanpa tersepit dan terperangkap antara 3 hati...
Ya Allah, aku bermohon kepada-Mu, seandainya dapat diputarkan masa kembali,
Aku rela memilih setahun yg lepas..
Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Engkau telah merencanakan yg terbaik untukku..
Aku yakin dengan sepenuh jiwa qada' dan qadar' yg Engkau telah tentukan..
Tapi aku hanya manusia lemah, yang sentiasa mengharapkan belas kasih-Mu..
Mengharapkan supaya keadaan setahun yg lepas itu akan datang kembali..
Ya Allah, aku bermohon kepada-Mu..
Makbulkanlah permintaanku..Aku tak sanggup utk melukakakan hati sesiapa lagi..
Biarkanlah aku hidup gembira sendirian, sama seperti keadaan setahun yg lalu...
Ya Allah, Ampunkanlah dosaku Ya Allah..
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Sunday, August 29, 2010
LiFe!
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Labels: personal stuff
Saturday, July 10, 2010
100 questions!~ TAG
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Monday, July 5, 2010
Orenji!~
lame dah x update blog..hahahaha (mukadimah yg ntah hape2 =D )
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Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Susun Silang Kata
Antara bait2 lirik lagu Aizat, Susun Silang Kata..
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Labels: friend, personal stuff
Monday, June 14, 2010
Cuti2 Mesia~
yeah, setelah sekian lama x update blog.. :D
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Monday, May 24, 2010
Tak Kenal Maka Tak Cinta
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Labels: personal stuff
Friday, May 14, 2010
Demam World Cup
1. Between 11 June and 11 July 2010, you should read the sports section of the newspapeer so that you are aware of what is going on regarding the World of Soccer, and that way you will be able to join in the conversations. If you fail to do this, then you will be looked at in a bad way, or you will be totally ignored. DO NOT complain about not receiving any attention.
2. During the World Cup, the television is mine, at all times, without any excceptions. If you even take a glimpse of the remote control, you will lose it (your eye).
3. If you have to pass by in front of the TV during a game, I don't mind, as long as you do it crawling on the floor and without distracting me.
4. During the games I will be blind, deaf and mute, unless I require a refill of my drink or something to eat. You are out off your mind if you expect me to listen to you, open the door, answer the telephone, or pick up the baby that just fell on the floor....It won't happen.
5. It would be a good idea for you to keep at least 2 six packs in the fridge at all times, as well as plenty of things to nibble on (excluding your body parts), and please do not make any funny faces to my friends when they come over to watch the games. In return, you will be allowed to use the TV between 12am and 6am, unless they replay a good game that I missed during the day.
6. Please, please, please!! If you see me upset because one of my teams is losing, DO NOT say "get over it, it's only a game", or "don't worry, they'll win next time". If you say these things, you will only make me angrier and I will love you less. Remember, you will never ever know more about football than me and your so called "words of encouragement" will only lead to a break up or divorce.
7. You are welcome to sit with me to watch one game and you can talk to me during halftime but only when the commercials are on, and only if the half time scores is pleasing me. In adddition, please note I am saying "one" game ; hence do not use the World Cup as a nice cheesy excuse too "spend time together".
8. The replays of the goals are very important. I don't care if I have seen them or I haven't seen them, I want to see them again, Many times.
9. Tell your friends NOT to have any babies, or any other child related parties or gatherings that requires my attendance becaause:
a)) I will not go,
b)) I will not go, and
c)) I will not go.
11. The daily World Cup highlightss show on TV every night is just as important as the games themselves. Do not even think about saying "but you have already seeen this...why don't you change the channel to something we can all watch?" because, the reply will be, "Refer to Rule #2 of this list".
12. And finally, please save your expressions such as "Thank God the World Cup is only every 4 years". I am immune to these words, because before and after this comes the Champions League, Premier League, Italian League, Spanish League, KPL, FAA Cup, Euro Cup, etc.
P/S :By the way if you get stuck on the road call the Police or AAA.
Thank you for your cooperation.
p/s : muahahaha..macam nie pon ade..Tapi aku tetap root The Netherlands as my fav team. Go ORENJI! :D
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Monday, May 10, 2010
♥ Today is a BLuE DaY ♥
:: edisi jiwang karat sampai x bley gilap::
Chelsea 2 Liverpool 0
Chelsea 1 Manchester United 0
Arsenal 0 Chelsea 3
Chelsea 2 Arsenal 0
Manchester United 1 Chelsea 2
Liverpool 0 Chelsea 2
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Labels: champion bpl 2009/2010, chelsea, football
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Secawan Kopi Ais...
pic credit : google & mymesra forum :D
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Labels: chelsea, football, saje bosan
Thursday, April 22, 2010
I still miss him...
Inter Milan boss Jose Mourinho accused Barcelona of having "short memories" after his side's 3-1 Champions League semi-final first leg victory. Barcelona felt aggrieved not to have won a penalty, but Mourinho pointed to last year's semi-final when Chelsea had several appeals rejected against Barca.
"It's a pity. A year ago Chelsea were crying and Barca were laughing with the referee," said ex-Blues boss Mourinho."They laughed because he denied my Chelsea boys their rightful place."
JM : Barca win was for "my boys at Chelsea"
p/s : JM = " My Chelsea Boys". Adakah dia juga merindui Chelsea?? ihiksss.. ♥
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
I'm lost my confidence...
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Labels: bowling
Friday, April 16, 2010
ole..ole..ole...merah kuning... :D
Tuesday, 30th March 2010
Menyaksikan perlawanan bola sepak semi-final FA Cup, Selangor v N9 @ Stadium Shah Alam
Secara ringkasnye, keputusan N9 menang 2-1, gol dr jaringan zaquan & kunanlan (n9) dan safee sali (s'gor). Boleh tahan jugak budak2 nie meluahkan rasa x puas hati bila n9 scored 2 bijik gol.. macam2 sumpah seranah yg terkeluar.. huhu
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Friday, April 9, 2010
tag : gaji
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Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Pullman Putrajaya ♪♪
-- thanks jugak kat kak siti yang sudi pinjamkan biliknye pada kami semua..(love u, sis! u're the sporting person in diz world! <-- ayat bodek XDD) kitrgpun sempat berphoto shoot kat kawasan bilik kak siti..
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